All this time,
I prayed,
All this time,
You heard me.
In a world full of evil,
Pain and suffering,
Emotional abandonment,
And physical misuse,
You shine through,
You shine through.
You provide me,
With all I need,
Rain, sun and love,
In this garden,
Of Earth,
You are our God.
Our gardener,
Our shepherd,
Our beginning,
And our end.
Oh, God,
You are so wonderful.
I'd say you're,
Heaven sent
Two years,
I never saw your face,
I never saw that smile.
Two years,
I didn't hear your voice,
Or see those moments worthwhile.
Two years,
I was tortured,
Tormented to the core,
Of a love,
So wonderful,
A love,
Souls pure.
Two years,
I endured the aching,
The longing of your essence,
Wishing I never left,
Wishing I still felt your presence.
Two years,
And here you are,
All new and old,
Combined,
Still looking,
All the handsome,
These eyes could,
Ever find.
Still speaking,
All the words,
My ears have,
Longed to hear,
Still looking in my eyes,
Like my heart,
Has longed and yearned.
Try again,
Two years,
We've grown.
I'll give it all I've got,
Recently,
I've not had,
The feelings,
The urge,
To write.
But since I've seen you,
Once again,
My life has new light,
The feelings,
Flow endlessly,
Through this pen of mine,
Even though I'm not trying,
The words all start,
To rhyme.
My heart is full,
Of flowing ink,
Ready to stain,
The page.
Oh, let my heart,
Spill over and stain,
The pure and endless pages,
Fill with love,
Fill with rage,
And endless passion light,
Oh, you came along,
Old friend,
And my heart,
Just starts to write.
Sunlight beams on my face,
I shift under my duvet,
The sheets gathering,
My hands pulling my covers,
Over my head.
Another day,
Another morning,
Faced with an empty bed,
Although I can feel,
My heart so full,
Aching as love pushes it,
To it's limits of capacity,
I have an empty bed,
And an empty chest,
Although my heart is full,
It's away,
It's home,
I am not home,
Home is where you are.
California,
Why are you so far away?
Is the question worth asking?
Been awake for nine hours,
Spent thirty pounds,
I need you,
I want you,
I can't wait to see you,
To be with you baby.
Rhode Island Inspiration by pink-angel-emma, literature
Literature
Rhode Island Inspiration
Refreshing,
Mocha moves me,
Warms my insides,
Refreshes my mind,
Sat in the public eye,
People drinking,
Getting lost in a book,
Chatting to friends,
Exchanging words of love,
I pick up my pen,
Open my notebook,
Sip my mocha,
And I begin.
I can hear my heart beat,
Like the ticking of a clock,
Don't leave me in this darkness,
You're the only light I've got.
Don't push me away,
Pull me in or you'll fade,
I can't let you fade,
I can't let you fade.
You say my name,
Like it's nothing,
Like it's just another word,
Off your tongue.
You feel my frame,
Like I'm something,
Like I'm special,
And I need love.
I'm stood here frozen,
Drowning in your presence,
I'm stood here emotionless,
Drowning in your lust.
Don't pretend,
Don't pretend I don't feel,
Don't you know,
Don't you know I won't heal?
Please be gentle,
I'm a fragile soul,
Please be gentle,
Don't leave me alone.
Breathe me into you,
Pull me close,
Bound me unto you,
Keep me close,
'Cause my heart,
Can feel the cold,
Don't let me go,
My heart,
Needs you the most,
Don't let me go.
Pull me in,
Keep me close,
Keep me safe,
From the wor
I miss you like the sun misses the moon,
I miss you like the stars miss the Earth,
It's painful when you're in my reach,
But my arms can't reach.
I miss you like the deserts miss the rain,
Although your love is like a wave,
You sweep me so far out,
I could drown in you,
If I wanted to,
I'm surrounded by you,
And like the sea you have a sense,
Of danger and uncertainty,
But you bring with you a calm presence,
A place of pure serenity.
And this poem may not rhyme,
And it may not make much sense,
But that's how your love moves me,
That's what it represents.
I could write books on you,
Every word would be true,
They'd all be completely differe
Sink your teeth into my neck again,
This time I don't want the antidote,
Get inside my head again,
Break me, tear me to shreds again,
Baby, give me that dose.
He's got a nasty bite,
His venom slips inside,
Running riot in my veins,
Oh, don't let it end,
A terrible addiction,
A wonderful obsession,
This will be the death of me,
He's toxic.
And when I'm right on the edge,
Trying to save my last breath,
You steal it from me again,
With that smirk on your face,
Bring me back to life,
Oh, don't let me die.
I love leaving my life in your hands,
Abuse me baby,
Suffocate me,
Let me choke on your antidote,
Ready for the next dos